Its about my very recent past...witnessed myself being bad and so perfectly!!..How hurtful my words can be!! ..after few minutes I asked myself. "Was that you, who acted this way"...my patience deserted me ..and I felt so vulnerable for few minutes .....as if something ugly passed through my body suddenly. I had 'stumbled'.
Sometimes its just little things that put you off whereas there are much bigger issues you are able to overcome...Isn't it strange!! According to me, the things which put you off are the things that matter to you the most and seated deep in the core of your hearts..and a little turbulence here n there makes you feel insecure and feel threatened, then you just react impulsively n repulsively n what not, in an attempt to make things right again...but actually taking a wrong route!
I was so unpredictable, even to my own self...caught off guard....trapped by my anger....my resentment.... my own words were my biggest enemies......and realized that my mind was untuned..and in the process bruised my own heart badly.
"Be still and know that I am God."..I have read this verse so many times in my life but today I can read it in the new light....."Be still" and "I am God of all situations" were the words for me.....I wish I could get this rhema just at the right time...I wish my anger would not have clouded my senses...I wish I could have bridled my tongue...
But just after few minutes I was sheltered n protected by the much desired forgiveness of the person whom I hurt, the person who holds a special place in my life...n found myself in the closed room praying....
Father I pray to you to make me more sensitive to your whisper of guidance just at the time I need it most so that I can turn away from such incidents by your strength alone.
May my words be the light and not the darkness for people, and not the words that hurt or crush spirits.......and give me strength to overcome the rebel working against me in my flesh...let your Holy Spirit tame my heart n heal it. Let what I receive freely and in abundance from you be flowed out to others through me - Your love, peace, patience, kindness n forgiveness.
Lord I bless you for being my Lifeboat
n a forgiving Father
Hope n Endurance n Forgiveness
... be my jewels forever n ever.
In Jesus' name Amen
Agape'
Sometimes its just little things that put you off whereas there are much bigger issues you are able to overcome...Isn't it strange!! According to me, the things which put you off are the things that matter to you the most and seated deep in the core of your hearts..and a little turbulence here n there makes you feel insecure and feel threatened, then you just react impulsively n repulsively n what not, in an attempt to make things right again...but actually taking a wrong route!
I was so unpredictable, even to my own self...caught off guard....trapped by my anger....my resentment.... my own words were my biggest enemies......and realized that my mind was untuned..and in the process bruised my own heart badly.
"Be still and know that I am God."..I have read this verse so many times in my life but today I can read it in the new light....."Be still" and "I am God of all situations" were the words for me.....I wish I could get this rhema just at the right time...I wish my anger would not have clouded my senses...I wish I could have bridled my tongue...
But just after few minutes I was sheltered n protected by the much desired forgiveness of the person whom I hurt, the person who holds a special place in my life...n found myself in the closed room praying....
Father I pray to you to make me more sensitive to your whisper of guidance just at the time I need it most so that I can turn away from such incidents by your strength alone.
May my words be the light and not the darkness for people, and not the words that hurt or crush spirits.......and give me strength to overcome the rebel working against me in my flesh...let your Holy Spirit tame my heart n heal it. Let what I receive freely and in abundance from you be flowed out to others through me - Your love, peace, patience, kindness n forgiveness.
Lord I bless you for being my Lifeboat
n a forgiving Father
Hope n Endurance n Forgiveness
... be my jewels forever n ever.
In Jesus' name Amen
Agape'
